Thank You Very Very Much!!!

From all the time, i never realise that i am so lucky....
there is sumthgs happen to me which make me really need all my frens to comfort n support me...
thank you because without all of u... my frens, who i know will always love and care bout me...
i think i cant get well from the sadness...

The story goes like this...
i think of tell u the truth already...
almost half yrs before, i had accept a guy, my senior as my boy fren...
However, tis few days before, i just found that he is cheating me...
i have 2 gals in 1 time...
i really sad...
he only tell me the truth the day before he get marry...
he still dare to find me to say he love me on the days he have his wedding...
i really dunno wat can i do during tat time...

I cant eat even though i m hungry,
cant sleep even though i m sleepy,
laying on bed till morning,
open laptop then staring it, doing nth
cant do assignment, cant prepare my assignment presentation,
my brain seems like cant work anymore
my world like going to the end

however, i finally get up from the sadness...
i can think clearly...
although i still very sad
although i still down
although i still feel that i had lost somethg important
although i still feel that my heart is empty
but...
but...
i can accept the fact already
i can let him go...
i can finally take back my love, my care, my attention from him...

this is all because i finally find out that he is not loving me...
he is selfish...
he is loving himself...
he is not the 1 that worth me to love him so much
i gonna find 1 who really really love me and care about me...
very very much...

But i really have to thanks all my frens that care bout me...
accompany me everytime, every moment....
they comfort me...
bring me out to play, sing for me, let me fulfill my saddest time...
thank you to them...
for the frens who are far away from me n dunno tis,
i m sorry because i din tell u all...
but i feel thank also
as i know u all will feel my sadness...
i also feel thanks to U all
because i think of u all when i am sad

Lastly...
Really really thanks...
thanks to that guy tat play me also...
because u let me know how stupid i m
also because u let me be alone for these few days
i really know that n convice myself that wat ever u say to me
is CHEATING me....

THANK YOU....