i accidentally cut my own wrist by the mosaic at toilet...
wow... seems like commit suicide le...
luckily don need 2 go o clinic...
i tell my mum
she also very worry...
haiz... i m too careless la...
hey friends... long time din blog liao... sorry cos my college has block most of the wireless and i already change a new room now, it's very hard 4 me 2 access internet i have to bring my heavy laptop 2 class and stay back at class to online
but tis is de time i cant meet u all... haiz... miss u all le...
my level 1's result has come out hmmm i m in second upper class only... have to work a bit harder to climb up to 1st class but yet still not so bad la...
i m going to kL on 16th august, 10pm at 17th, i will b in kL... wow... for 1 week i stay there... can i know which day u all will b free? i miss u all.. i hope to c u all... can in b? tell me ur free time in my comment... ok?
thx la... muaks
take k
Sunday, May 06, 2007
OBJECTION!!!
All my goodness... my lecturer are saying somethg which make me think it is very very unfair...
Before this, they always say that sabahan like 2 say malay with the word "bah" however, i din feel tat le... really really unfair o...
tis time, we have english class... i have a fren from who cannot pronounce word correctly... unfortunately, she was ask by the lecturer to read a paragraph of an article my fren, cant pronounce well, she read the word "Way" as "Where" after being corrected by lecturer for many times she also cant do it correctly.. Finally, guest what my lecturer say????
She ask,"Are you Sabahan?"
Oh... Is that the english of all sabahan are very poor... how come she think like tat?? unfair... even though my english is not so well, but still reach tis weak... Really.. Really.. Unfair...
Guys, do you all Agree with Me?!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Thank You Very Very Much!!!
From all the time, i never realise that i am so lucky.... there is sumthgs happen to me which make me really need all my frens to comfort n support me... thank you because without all of u... my frens, who i know will always love and care bout me... i think i cant get well from the sadness...
The story goes like this... i think of tell u the truth already... almost half yrs before, i had accept a guy, my senior as my boy fren... However, tis few days before, i just found that he is cheating me... i have 2 gals in 1 time... i really sad... he only tell me the truth the day before he get marry... he still dare to find me to say he love me on the days he have his wedding... i really dunno wat can i do during tat time...
I cant eat even though i m hungry, cant sleep even though i m sleepy, laying on bed till morning, open laptop then staring it, doing nth cant do assignment, cant prepare my assignment presentation, my brain seems like cant work anymore my world like going to the end
however, i finally get up from the sadness... i can think clearly... although i still very sad although i still down although i still feel that i had lost somethg important although i still feel that my heart is empty but... but... i can accept the fact already i can let him go... i can finally take back my love, my care, my attention from him...
this is all because i finally find out that he is not loving me... he is selfish... he is loving himself... he is not the 1 that worth me to love him so much i gonna find 1 who really really love me and care about me... very very much...
But i really have to thanks all my frens that care bout me... accompany me everytime, every moment.... they comfort me... bring me out to play, sing for me, let me fulfill my saddest time... thank you to them... for the frens who are far away from me n dunno tis, i m sorry because i din tell u all... but i feel thank also as i know u all will feel my sadness... i also feel thanks to U all because i think of u all when i am sad
Lastly... Really really thanks... thanks to that guy tat play me also... because u let me know how stupid i m also because u let me be alone for these few days i really know that n convice myself that wat ever u say to me is CHEATING me....
THANK YOU....
Friday, February 02, 2007
Hey Guys...
Actually quite soory cos i seldom refresh and update my blog... but from now on.. i promise to update it as often as i can la..
Today, have a trip 2 climb a hill.. but i escape... Very tired 2 go 4 such activities... hehe... i m very lazy...
I m quite excited cos 14th February, i m going 2 hv a trip 2 KL... Visit Petro Science, Aquaria, and Zoo negara (like a kids) but now, i m not excited anymore as i jus receive the schedule... V have 2 have class at nite... wat a pity.... i hate the lecturer la...
same place... very cool at night...
this place seems beautiful... but actually not so....
my best fren at here.. ppl say V look alike... haha...